Not easy to be single. How long we need to be caught and engaged?

22-10-08

I ask myself since many guys forcing me to think what that I want and why am I so particular, want to be single, and want to be free!

Single? "I am belong to me, don’t call me baby!" I don’t know am I single or I’m in a relationship, or I’m in many relationship? Because they are treating me well and they are always beside me. That is why I don’t feel lonely. I can simply take up the phone to call one up and make a lot of laugh! Is this call happy?

Em…this may be caused me to be choosy as all of them are very good and they have their strength, of cause the ego may make me angry sometime. But don’t know why, when potential opportunity become more and more, when friends keep increasing, the feeling to be single will be stronger! Haiz, more mean it does confuse me and make me think twise before I love. How do I love someone when I don’t want to lose someone? Is damn hard, and I become more and more selfish to keep holding all of their love. I don’t want to lose them, and then I decide to be single!

That is why I come out a solution to treat all good as they treat me! I keep my love but I share my heart and my feelings, you all are my best friend and hope that our friendship will keep in touch forever, even when you tell me that you love someone or going to marriage with someone, I will be happy and wish you all the best. I may feel sorry to lose you in the future, but I have all as my best friend, I think I will be happy. May be one day, the love angel may pity me and give me the love one, or show me the important or happiness to be pair. Hoping it to be happen.....